Inside I'm screaming 'I love you'

Saturday, May 28, 2005

Seems like just yesterday, you were a part of me
I used to stand so tall, I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight, everything it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothing could go wrong

PTM yesterday turned out to be a horror, a nightmare. I got Mrs Elan to explain my results to my dad. I'm gonna retain. =\ & I guess I know what's the damn reason this is happening. I don't know la. End my life if I'm gonna retain. DECIDED, no changing. :) If not, I'm leaving here. I told mum & she agreed. I thought she would be like telling all sorts of crap but yeah, she didn't. Maybe I'm joining Terrance in Auckland or maybe, my long distance cousin at Perth. Embrys's gonna join Terrance too. He's gona do design or photography for master's degree. Terrance is finishing this year or next year i think & he's not coming back anymore. His whole family is gonna like join him there. Lucky boy! =\ Merlene's gonna go over to do nursing, I heard. So prolly, I'll go over there with Embrys & Merlene. :) I'm getting everything so prepared. I'm happy to leave this place not because I dislike this place & people or what. Just that, I'm leaving all the memories here & start a life on my own. (I'm starting to think too much, yes too much. =\ )

Behind These Hazel Eyes is playing on the repeat. :) I love this song too much, suddenly. Hahah!

I wonder where's michelle now. We're supposed to town today. =\
Off I go, now. I'll blog again later.

What would you say if i asked you not to go?
Would your forget everyone, forget everything
And start over with me?

; stick with you